My heart goes out to you both at this difficult time. I know first hand how the sense of loss seems so over whelming and it will for a while. I have found comfort in thinking of happy, funny times we shared. Our loved ones are in a place with no more suffering and pain. They deserve that. Their essence is all around us. Talk to them often. Take time to notice the subtle ways they may be trying to reach you. They are always close.
Lots of love, Laura